The Past Few Weeks
The past few weeks have been difficult ones. Since the German GAPP members went back home, it has been quite difficult to find motivation for pretty much anything, and to have certain types of happiness. I had some strong feelings for one of them, which is even more difficult that they have a girlfriend. Eh. Depression has come back in full-force and it is very hard to try to stay thinking positive... All I would like to do is graduate high school and get the hell out of here. I want to do it now, and the longer I stay here the more I get depressed. Well, to keep me busy I guess I can plan for the future, create goals for myself, work more (13 hours last Saturday, HA!), and hang out with friends more.
I don't know why I'm typing this all on here, I guess it can ease some the feelings or whatever.
On the bright side, I just got my new computer in the mail tonight and it is so much faster than my old one! I also have been watching a bit more Anime. I quite enjoy it, much more than I ever thought I would. Also I have been developing certain applications for my personal future. Like MyRecipes SE - A database of Breakfast, Lunch/Dinner, Snacks, Desserts, Drinks, etc., all available by the touch of a finger. I would like to have a computer with these capabilities on my counter when I have my own kitchen, as I LOVE making food. Speaking of food, at McDonald's, I have recently learned eggs, lunch meats, and lunch assemble. It's just pretty funny as I am a vegetarian. Also, there has been some thought that I may enter the management training program. I think I'd enjoy it for the most part... but who knows. It'll all come with time.
As for the near future, I need to start exercising. I have been eating so healthy lately, and should really care for my body in other ways as well. Here I come, Anytime Fitness! I also hope to update a little bit more regularly. It seems to help my organization - and I haven't updated since October! Shit, where'd those three months go!?
The week, in a nutshell.
Man.... I sure racked up the hours for work.
Last Saturday I worked from 7 AM until 1 PM. That was tiring... I then was so damn lazy I didn't shower right away when I got home. I looked for more parts to my Jack Sparrow costume. Muahahahaha! I then went over to Lexa's house and Molly came over. We were going to make vegetarian chili, but ended up just putting in a frozen pizza. We have that much class. That was a ton of fun. We made some pretty stellar plans.
Sunday I worked the long day. 9-4.
Monday I had the day off from work. Taby and I went to the mall and I got my hair cut. It feels and looks nicer... plus it is easier to deal with. We had heaps of fun!
Tuesday, after school, I quickly inquired the woods teacher to help me make a compass. I am drawing up the blueprints and hopefully he or someone there can help. I worked from 3-8.
Wednesday I worked 3-8.
Thursday I worked 3-8. (hmm, patterns?)
Friday, today, I did not have to work! Today was the national Day of Silence. I participated and tried not to say a word all day... I accidentally said a few words near the end of the school day, but other than that, I was silent until it was over. After school, Kelsey and I went to the march to the capital. Well... sort of. We kept getting lost on our way there, but eventually found our way there. We almost took a road to Portage. There was much turning around. When we got there, shit was it cold! Rain + wind + cold = numb feet, hands, and most other body parts. We left a little early as we were numb as all hell. We went to this quaint little coffee shop, after me finding $9 on the sidewalk. We both bought a large hot chocolate and one of these little cookies... it looked like a pancake and was chewy and orgasmic. We had a ton of fun... and we also jammed to some tunes on the way home. After getting home, I did some more commandeering for more of me costume. *At sunrise, we'll dance the hempen jig!* Oh I love music! I also posted some more things on ebay... and I'm posting more tomorrow morning.
Now it is time to sleep... it is already tomorrow and I need some sleep.
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